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I woke up this morning.. thinking, hoping, praying, assuming.. that today, would be a good day, but I was wrong, nothing about today was good. I am depressed, but whats new? It feels as if it gets worse, everyday, poisoning my body, my soul, with darkness, sorrow and pain. I've tried to escape it, sleeping doesn't work, it follows me there as well, as nightmares.. it presents its self in horrible ways, and as the days progress, I find myself wanting to do less and less. I would rather lay around, going brain dead, from lack of sleep and starvation, then continue on this path. But what can I do? get consoling..Been there, done that. The little